August 2010
Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest
dear b -
i think you were my first love. it’s just too bad we never really got to really see if it would have worked. you let me go before WE even had a chance. but every time we see each other, sparks fly like crazy. i’m serious. the last time we saw each other, that tension in the air was intense when i sat next to you. you even kissed me on the cheek. i still remember it clear as...
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Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or...
dear “thing that triggers me” -
GTFO NAO! i want happy thoughts…kthxbai
j
Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be
dear future self,
you have sent me a message. i shall look forward into seeing you in a couple years. i’m almost there. just help me out…i know i am meant to do good for people…i want to be where you are NAO!
see you soon..
jax
Day 17 - someone from your childhood
dear sheila,
time and time again we always find each other. remember back in the mid 90s we actually found each other on those pinoypinay chat rooms in ao-hell? LMAO! that was a trip!
are you planning to have any kids? i know your sis has kids…anyway, i hope i run into you again whenever i’m in the south bay. last time we did that was when we were both in the great mall (i think it...
Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country
dear my side of the family in philippines -
i wish i had all the money in the world so that i can visit you guys and have fun with you all once again. i don’t want it to be a 30 year reunion, although, it’s about to become 30 years, 4 years from now.
i hope my hubby let his ego go and let us visit you. if he chooses to visit his family first, then tough, i want to visit you guys the...
Day 15 - the person you miss the most.
dear pbe,
yeah… i definitely miss you the most.
<3
applejax
SMH
With the way some people treat they opposite gender I am not surprised why their relationships fail. Like I said to this person I know, if the person sees you equally as a partner than a master/slave relationship you both can be together forever (if you choose to). If you choose to be the master/slave, be prepared to miserable for life. You will never find a right person unless you let go of your...
Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from.
dear PBE,
wow it seems like i just have a lot to say about you. i just miss you. i know our relationship is just far away now like the distance between us, but just know that i think about you sometimes.
just praying that all is well for you and that you are happiest wherever you are.
love,
applejax
Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you.
dear mom,
i know you hold grudges like no other, so this is why i write this. i know our childhoods are not similar in any other way so i understand that it’s definitely hard to understand me.
i defy you a lot because i’m just following something i believe is right for me. sure my decisions were ultimately the dumbest at that time, but at the end, they all served a purpose for me...
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What celebrity would play you in a movie about...
someone that looked like me LOL
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Are you a morning or night person?
definitely a night person
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You seem to like takoyaki a lot. Ever thought...
yes! my bro, hubby, and i made some at home. my bro bought a takoyaki pan and i think we cooked 100+ takoyaki balls. lol that was worth it. the materials cost less than ordering two/three plates of takoyaki (depending where you go)
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When we choose actions that bring happiness and...
explain to me how "LOL" became "j/k"?
seriously. IDGAFF if you were some other nationality and you spewed that shit. if it’s for just attention, i’m sorry, that’s pathetic. if you’re releasing your anger, good for you, but the world is not ready to see hateful words like that.
if the post was meant for you there is a drop down on the corner where “publish now” is and scroll down that to keep it...
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What's the furthest you've ever traveled?
philippines
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What's your price?
price on?
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Would you rather be skinny with an ugly face or...
wow this is pretty random…LOL sorry for the late reply i forgot i had this…
i guess fat? i’m not sure. depends how fat you’re talking about. i’d pick fat, as long as i’m able to walk around/jog a little. not morbidly obese =T. skinny with an ugly face?
seriously, i don’t know (SMH)
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i don't fucking care that i'm filipino . i'm...
(via laralaughs)
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i’m ashamed to even be associated by her as a filipino. i embraced both my spanish and chinese heritage and i’m not even ashamed of it. this is why people like you cause problems in the world. you yourself already think you’re hot as shit. every race has their own pride. do you know that you are a fuckin’ hypocrite? have you read...
Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot...
dear asshole,
you deserved to be called that. i don’t care if you’re my hubby’s cousin, i won’t even acknowledge who the fuck you are after you abused my friendship with you. i will never call you kuya. it would be oh it’s you. oh…that guy. the only great thing ever came out of me meeting you was meeting your cousin.
you know you could be going places with...
What will really make you attractive is not...
"When you struggle with your partner, you are...
Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk...
dear grandmas and grandpas,
how are you guys? i’m pretty sure i know how you all are doing. i hope you are not disappointed in me for making the choices that i felt was right for me. i really miss you guys. i feel that (my kid) is lucky to have both sets of grandparents alive. now she is facing the same thing at her age — one set is in philippines and one set is nearby. someday i...
Day 10 - someone you don’t talk to as much as...
Dear PBE,
how are you? i still miss you a lot. i still wish you didn’t move to new york. i just have to keep reminding myself that we are no longer kids. i really miss talking to you. the fact that i haven’t seen you physically since 2004 when your bro graduated is bugging me. hearing your voice too is just as the same. =\
i have to learn to let you go. i have to learn to let go of...
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.
Dear Person Who I’d Like to Meet:
Yeah you’re a movie star, but who wouldn’t want to meet someone they think they’re the coolest? I wonder what you’re really like in person versus your H-town personality?
Someday, it’ll happen. Whichever one you are…
-J
Day 8 - your favorite internet friend.
dear fave internet friend (or should i say friends)…
each of you i’ve known you since a certain period time of my life. the oldest dates back way when we were in those ao-hell pinoypinay chats. i must say i am so happy that i’ve known you for…holy shit it might come down to 20 years soon D: ….i still have to meet several of you in person…
then there’s...
Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
forgot about this D:
Dear ex-bf…
i can’t believe you used me that way. all i can say to you is thank you for showing me what assholes do to nice people. i wasted my money on you. i can’t believe that. but it’s been what, over 12 years, i’m glad you have not contacted me whatsoever. i wanted to slug you so bad when you showed up on my doorstep asking if i can hook...
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wait what?? auntie sally? :O
but you are right though lyndsey; i was close to my grandma (your great-grandma). i know how it’s like. don’t forget to tell them that you appreciate them. that’s just as important as telling them that you love them.
I just found out that she has something growing in the side of her neck. I pray to god that its not cancerous.She is my everything...
A real man doesn't play games with a woman's...
Day 6 - a stranger
dear stranger,
i don’t know who you are. there’s so many of you. but i do like the ones that say hi when i pass by and stops to talk when waiting in line if i’m in the store.
so thanks for keeping me company in long lines.
much appreciated
-j
Day 5 - your dreams.
Dear dreams,
You know what…i’m always glad to see my best guy friend there. he’s so far away now, so him visiting me in my dreams must mean he’s doing ok.
the other dreams i know have lots of meanings although that tattoo one is sticking out of my mind (don’t know why).
but you know most of them come true…i guess you’re just trying to tell me...
Whutchu know bout me?
Well u can call me apple/aj/Jax/Jackie cuz i do respond to those. I really love my fam (of course I love my immediate fam the most cuz my kid is #1) aaannnddd I definitely watch over my teenage niece, nephew, and cousin for a reason. If they don’t want to talk to their parents about it I make sure I open my arms to them when they need it. I took care of them at one point in their lives so...
Day 4 - your sibling (or closest relative)
dear brother,
thanks for always listening and having my back. you help us a lot and i totally appreciate it. and thanks for being my kid’s ninong…and thanks for watching my kid when we need the help.
really….thanks for everything…
-jax
